My head on Liam’s chest I lay cradled with his arm around me, nearly asleep. His hand on his chest, fingers locked between mine, I watched as the darkness traveled from my skin to his. I found it hard to let myself rest when he hasn't in so long. His body never relaxes. A few times, he has started fall asleep and as he does the pain slowly travels back into my body. I try not to react. My movement wakes him and the cycle starts again.
I have rolled the word magic over and over and over again
through my head. There is nothing else to explain what Liam was doing other
than magic.
I decided to leave it alone for now and ask when I am better. I
am physically too weak for much more than resting, but mentally I continue to
ruminate on that evening. I needed to remember more but all my memory collected
was full of gaps.
Alex walked in the room; a yellow legal pad in one hand, a cup of
coffee clutched in the other. Whisps of brown curls frizzed out from his bun in
all directions. He hadn’t taken it down in days. Dark circles underneath his
eyes confirmed that Liam wasn’t the only one losing sleep.
"We figured it out."
Liam looked up, his icy blue eyes heavy with exhaustion,
"Tell me."
"Here?" Alex questioned, "Are you sure?"
"I'm not leaving her."
"I'll be fine for a bit. You can go." I assured him.
"I'm not leaving." He repeated.
Alex sat the coffee on the dresser, clicked the side table lamp
on, and took a seat on the edge of the bed. He scratched the side of his head
unsure of how to start. He looked over the scribbles on the note pad and then
began, "They did this to target you." He paused, "They know that
you won't let her suffer. The longer you take the pain the worse it
becomes."
"Who did this?" I asked, "How are they doing
this?"
"Whatever she was cut with was- laced with – um, an
herb." Alex continued not even acknowledging my questions.
"Why is she not healing?”
"She won't heal without a cure." Alex said quietly.
"At least, that's what Ky and Emma found."
"What kind of cure?"
Alex looked at me than back at Liam. He hadn’t prepared for me to
be present for this conversation. What was he hiding? Why was he choosing his words
so carefully, “It’s made from,” He bit his lip and shrugged, “Something that you
can only get from them. You could make your own if you could find the key."
"No." Liam shook his head, "Tell them to check
again. That can't be it. I don’t know where it is. That can’t be it."
"They think you do."
"What do these people want from you? Why would they do this
to me? I don't even know who they are. Why would they do this to you?" I
looked up at Liam.
"Find another way to heal her." Liam ignored me.
"Le, the pain is just going to get worse for you the longer
you do this."
"I don't care."
"It hasn't changed for her though. If you stop then she will
only feel the pain level felt in the beginning. Not what you're feeling
now."
"Is that a fact?" Liam questioned.
"They're pretty sure." Alex nodded.
"Liam you can stop. It's okay." I tried to pull my hand
from his.
"No." His eyes began to glaze over, "They did this
to me and you will not suffer from it."
"They cut me. Not you." I protested, "I can handle
the pain. I promise." "They
only hurt you because of me." He held my hand tighter, "Please,"
His voice shook, "Be still."
I looked at Alex, the light from the lamp cutting his angular face
with a harsh shadow. "We will find a way to heal you." He stood and
walked over next to Liam. He placed his hand on his shoulder. Liam relaxed a
bit.
"I promise," Alex's voice had changed. He exhaled slowly
then began again, "I promise we will make this end quickly."
"Thank you." Liam body jolted and remained tense. Alex
began to walk towards the door stopping to turn off the lamp. He looked back at
us; how pitiful we must have looked. A sweaty, bloody mess. He said something I
couldn’t quite make out and then left the room.
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